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Karl Johnston
12th of February 2009 (Thu), 00:16
http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3500/3273891854_afaebc206e.jpg?v=0

I am alone again, and alone I stand
By the lonely river
Frozen ice upon slick rock
I am

One


My girl left me, found another guy..blah blah.. I've been doing a lot of walking around for miles and miles, and a lot of thinking. Not much photography anymore, I don't know if I want to stay here anymore, in fact I'm pretty sure by the start of fall I'll leave for elsewhere.

It's funny how a little thing like an attatchment to one person causes you to pull your entire life out for inspection, iron out the creases and ultimately put a new shirt on, or go out shopping for a new one.

The ice in the photo is slick and very very unstable. It's about 4 inches thick at absolute max, and in some areas it was sucking and gulping water. I manuvered around by sweeping the snow beneath my feet to one side to reveal rocks to stand on. The plunge into the river rapids is one of the deepest and most treacherous places you could possibly be at this time of year.

There are rocks to navigate on top of, but god knows how high the water level really is underneath them, it'd be so easy to get swept away. Yet this was once a place, in the spring, we intended to get married someday..so it had a special meaning to me to be down there. In the spring the water leaks away and there's a nice cliff to sit on and watch the rapids. Very stable in summer, not stable in winter. Lot of people have died here. Despite how I was feeling, I didn't really think about that fact until after I got home with some images. So typical you would think I meant to be there on purpose :lol: bad joke..bad joke...

I thought it was an interesting parallel, because this location was so beautiful and personal to me, once, and although barren, dangerous and frigid ..it's still beautiful and personal to me, now.

rooeey
12th of February 2009 (Thu), 02:58
Hi Karl...

Man i hope you feel better soon mate ....

I looked at your gallery and you have some great work their ......

Remember it too shall pass.....

Be strong and hang on........

Collin85
12th of February 2009 (Thu), 03:07
Sorry you feel this way Karl. Hope things get better for you mate.

Duncan Frenz
12th of February 2009 (Thu), 03:19
I have to say your prose is something. Sorry it had to come from such a place, but I am glad in the same that you have the insight. You'll overcome the loss and reap the gains, in time....

alexanderGARDNER
12th of February 2009 (Thu), 03:29
In time solace will lead to peace.
Look up and god speed my man.

I love the photo though. It really speaks volumes.

AdamC
12th of February 2009 (Thu), 03:46
“… The heavens were filled with blackness, and the earth was shaken by the voice of thunder. It seemed as though that fair landscape was utterly changed, and its beauty gone, never to return. But the storm swept on, and passed out of the valley; and if I had sat in the same place on the following day, and said, “Where is that terrible storm, with all its terrible blackness?” the grass would have said, “Part of it is in me,” and the daisy would have said, “Part of it is in me,” and the fruits and flowers and everything that grows out of the ground would have said, “Part of the storm is incandescent in me.”


[...] fear not the stormy tempest that is at this moment sweeping through your life. A blessing is in the storm, and there will be the rich fruitage in the “afterward.”



-Henry Ward Beecher

Karl Johnston
12th of February 2009 (Thu), 13:10
Adam, I loved the read, I'll have to read more ito Henry Ward Beecher if his prose is that incredible.

Thank you all for viewing, your words, and your thoughts. They are much appreciated.

It's not the end of the world, I know, but still kicks your feet under you for a minute. I'll recover :D

Karl Johnston
13th of February 2009 (Fri), 10:45
Ever shoot a shot you just can't stop looking at? That's what this shot is for me, I clicked on this and was wondering "Wow...that's beautiful I wonder where it....oh **** it was mine:lol:"

So funny I had to point that out :lol:

AdamC
13th of February 2009 (Fri), 19:44
Ever shoot a shot you just can't stop looking at? That's what this shot is for me, I clicked on this and was wondering "Wow...that's beautiful I wonder where it....oh **** it was mine:lol:"

So funny I had to point that out :lol:

Yup, I've done that.

It is a beautiful picture, particularly with your text to give it meaning.

aduda
13th of February 2009 (Fri), 23:31
The photograph did well. I knew it had emotion behind it. I knew it right away. I immediately started to analyze it photographically, being that this is a photo forum. But, just as immediately as I analyzed it, I knew I liked it. Then I started to read the words you wrote...I didn't even finish reading before I started writing this....first I right clicked....view image....cause I couldn't quite see the border on the forum....I stared....really for about a minute...I would say longer, but really....a minute is a long time. Well....depending.