pixiepearls wrote in post #14477568
Okay I have no other place on the internet I can vent about this and I know you guys will understand. So I stayed up late last night talking to my husband on the phone, he's been in NYC all week and comes home today but we had not talked all week and we are thinking about moving to NYC and other weird random stressful stuff like that, and my husband can rant like hell about intricate details about his job to me. Much of which I understand because we have the same degree and work in the same business for many years (web design, application design etc). So anyway his convo's always stress me out cause he's stressed out. So we got off the phone after 1am. Then my ************* 2yo wakes up at 6am. SIX AM. She usually wakes at 7. I wanted to die. So I brought her in my bed, no dice she just kicks me. I loose my mind and like yell at her and stuff, she gets upset. I am say I am sorry. whatever we get up there is no chance she's going to let me sleep. But I felt pretty ******* freaked out/angry and I notice my left arm hurts, like in a worked it out pulled it kinda way but I didnt owrk out last night. Then I notice as I am in the kitchen as I JUST woke up that my A***** dog I just let out is crapping in my grass. He's a sheltie and nice band smart but we've been battling him going potty outside. He knows to go up the steps up the hill, and he will PEE up there and come down to poop because he is so freakin desperate and sad I god forbid walk back into the house before he is done. So I loose my ********** and run back outside sending him back up the hill, and I'm screaming more profanities. Then I feel my arm and sorta freak out about myself and felt faint and had to sit on the floor. OMG AM I GOING NUTSS??? I should pr probably go see a doc or something UGH!!!!!!!!! I think I'm just dong it to myself, the freaking out I mean but the stress is really too much I am so over it all! I don't want stressful things anymore!!!
Okay I have no other place on the internet I can vent about this and I know you guys will understand. So I stayed up late last night talking to my husband on the phone, he's been in NYC all week and comes home today but we had not talked all week and we are thinking about moving to NYC and other weird random stressful stuff like that, and my husband can rant like hell about intricate details about his job to me. Much of which I understand because we have the same degree and work in the same business for many years (web design, application design etc). So anyway his convo's always stress me out cause he's stressed out. So we got off the phone after 1am. Then my ************* 2yo wakes up at 6am. SIX AM. She usually wakes at 7. I wanted to die. So I brought her in my bed, no dice she just kicks me. I loose my mind and like yell at her and stuff, she gets upset. I am say I am sorry. whatever we get up there is no chance she's going to let me sleep. But I felt pretty ******* freaked out/angry and I notice my left arm hurts, like in a worked it out pulled it kinda way but I didnt owrk out last night. Then I notice as I am in the kitchen as I JUST woke up that my A***** dog I just let out is crapping in my grass. He's a sheltie and nice band smart but we've been battling him going potty outside. He knows to go up the steps up the hill, and he will PEE up there and come down to poop because he is so freakin desperate and sad I god forbid walk back into the house before he is done. So I loose my ********** and run back outside sending him back up the hill, and I'm screaming more profanities. Then I feel my arm and sorta freak out about myself and felt faint and had to sit on the floor. OMG AM I GOING NUTSS??? I should pr probably go see a doc or something UGH!!!!!!!!! I think I'm just dong it to myself, the freaking out I mean but the stress is really too much I am so over it all! I don't want stressful things anymore!!!
Drop the kid off at a friend or family members house and schedule an appointment for a massage. Hope things get better.....
