I'll be the first to admit it... I need an intervention.
I just went through my order history from B&H (which only goes back to Jan 2009) and realized that in the last 4 years alone I have spent over $14,000 in camera gear.
If I include camera/studio gear purchased from AlienBees, Calumet, Ebay, Amazon, my local camera shop, and other misc vendors, as well as B&H purchases from 2004-2009, I think I could easily double that figure.
That number is staggering and honestly quite depressing for something that is merely a hobby for me and have never made a dime on.
Another way I look at this is that I could be driving around in a brand new SUV today if only I followed the crowds and stuck with a cheap point and shoot as my first digital camera.
Do I regret spending all that money? Well, yes, anyone in their right mind would. What I don't regret is the memorable photos of my kids growing up that I've made over the years which makes it all worth it.
Another positive is that if I ever lose my full time job, at least I'll have something to possibly fall back upon in the short term until another opportunity arises.
But until I win the lottery, enough is enough. I need to start exhibiting self control. My wife gives me way too much spending freedom. If she only knew how much, my life would suck in an instant.
I welcome any words of support with gratitude.

The whole point of a hobby is to provide entertainment and self satisfaction, not financial gain. I think the expense only becomes an issue when it affects other family finance issues or if it cuts into your retirement savings. 


