theflyingkiwi wrote in post #3335045
I am not motivated enough to get off my ass and become one. is that enough of a reason. also for me I don't know if I wont to. it means turning a hobby in to something more.
So it's not really the lack of motivation, but it's more the "I don't know if i want to"? Is that fair comment on my part?
SS, I can appreciate the funding issues. Have been there myself. Although sans-kids, which must be a hell of a lot more difficult for you. But you are working on improving that situation - which is awesome. Yay for self-help.
I have no doubt (to some of you) that I have come across as a non-caring, family-breaking, superficial know-it-all of late - with my recent posts. I am without sh*t. Why beat around the bush. And for the record, I in no way endorse the idea of abandoning families etc. They just shouldn't be used as an excuse - especially if you love them. Hence my "be true to your family and yourself". If you have the support of your family to do something - when they know the potential consequences of it going wrong, does that not show you the utmost of love and respect? Do you not actually OWE it to them to give it a crack? They are going to back you all the way either way by the sounds of things. If it doesn't work out, get a regular job again.
I have the same fears of failure and rejection that anyone else here has. I have simply decided to go for it anyway. If I fail I will be no worse off than I am now. I expect to fail many many times on the way. None of that actually affects my ability to get on with it though. And it shouldn't. Look at virtually anyone who's succeeded and you'll find a long hard slog along the way - and many rejections and failures.
I have no idea if I'll make it to where I am aiming - but why should my uncertainty stop me from trying? What physical reason does it give me to not try? None that I can see.
Feel free to take me up on any of the above. Happy to discuss it via PM, or however you want to.
Cliff