I never thought I'd make money doing photo. I've been doing it for more than 35 years and, by accident, actually made quite a lot (it's mostly gone now...). I just wanted to do something creative with my life and I was apparently good at it. I was headhunted out of college to a corporate advertising in-house gig (Fortune 500), had some magazine publicity (lol, Fortune mag), and went on my own in less than 3 years.
I know what you mean about marketing. I also can not. Luckily my business spread by word-of-mouth and I never looked for work after the first month, 32 years ago. I have never done a wedding or senior portrait, so that makes me less retail and Clients propagate differently.
There are lot of photographers out there, some suck and some are amazing. Marketing has nothing to do with skill, so the world of promoted and "acclaimed" photographers out there is skewed by social media and less-than-visually-literate clients.
Pro means able to get a great shot every time, on time, maybe in crap conditions, maybe poop for subjects, maybe bad-attitude talent, failures in any system, and all while dealing with creative directors. Luckily, I'm one of those, too.



