An ambiguous title, but a direct question. What comes after my "long" relationship with the Canon 1Ds Mark II?
Introduction:
I own a 1Ds Mark II, and a 1D Mark II - a dream team from the yesteyear, but undoubtedly amazing and very capable cameras. They have been by my side through rain, snow, sun and any other condition imaginable. From my point of view, the 1D series cameras are the epitome of camera technology (same applies to the flagships of Nikon, etc. I'm not trying to trash talk any brand). If it was good enough for the likes of James Nachtwey, National Geographic and many more, it should be more than enough for a hobby photographer like me. But.
The problem:
It's the unstoppable force - time. I feel like I'm missing out on the modern user-friendliness (less important) of the latest cameras and the low light performance. After working with a 5D Mark III (which I cannot afford) and Fuji X-T2 (which I also cannot afford, but there is the X-T1) I felt like a geezer among teenagers. The cameras are much simpler, undeniably better in low light, and have a myriad of other options which appeal to me. I can't help but wonder if all this new technology has made us lazier, wanting more and more, while not being prepared to learn and "sacrifice" as much. Now, the main issue came up when I was shooting a kid's birthday without a flash and the files at ISO 1600 were just not as clean as I would have liked. It goes without saying that ISO 3200 was even less appealing. It was a sort of a favor my girlfriend's sister, so I had no repercussions professionally wise, but then again, I didn't feel like I did a good job either. The focus had no issues, but the noise performance, from my point of view, was not adequate. Lighting was really bad though, in good light the camera is flawless, but I simply am at a point where I don't want many limitations, especially in low light.
What I shoot:
I work as a journalist (foreign policy, etc.), but rarely as a photojournalist, which is my passion. I simply shoot out of love for the photography, and occasionally, when schedule allows it, I have a paid assignment. With that in mind, I am at a point where I feel I want to move forward, but the pros of the 1D series make it hard to move along.
What I want:
It's simple. A modern (or semi-modern) camera. I have looked at the 6D, but it feels like a toy. I am not really that careful with my cameras, and I expect them to perform well in the worst of conditions, since I don't know where I could end up on assignments. It's sort of a contingency, for which the 1D series is fully prepared. The 5D mark II seems like a good option, I will be trying out one soon, but again, there is an issue of the body shape of the 1D series, which is simply said (subjectively) perfect. The 1DS Mark III came up in a discussion with a fellow photographer, but he laughed it off, and I can understand that. 1DX is way out of my reach, and that's about it. I'm stuck.
Having worked with Fuji gear, I had a cold shower after trash-talking the mirrorless cameras. The only issue I have with them is how reliable are they for "moderate-action" e.g. protests, moving subjects in low light, etc. I am not a sports photographer, hence, I am not really interested in it's performance sports-wise (and I know it does not excel in that area). The issue here is that I would be transferring to a different system, and I already have a good network of photographers working with Canon gear. *Although Fujis are way smaller than any Canon dSLR, they don't feel like a toy to me, and with a grip it feels good in my hands, which is simply not the case with the 6D.
Intersection:
Here's where we stand - a photographer using old gear wants something new. He's a photojournalist in the making (if fate deals me a good hand), interested in visual storytelling (not like Steve McCurry, though) and portraiture. He's on Photography on the net forums for another cold shower.
Conclusion:
Having read what I have typed down, I see the inconsistencies (and that's one of the reasons I'm seeking advice). You want a good low light performer, yet you run away from the 6D, which is basically one of the best low light performers from the Canon line up. The reason is simple - I'm worried that I'll trash the camera, the gut tells me to walk away. Now, the reason I'm asking this question here, or rather, why I need another cold shower, is that I have always respected the opinions of people on this site. With so much knowledge here, it is inevitable that I will draw a clearer picture of what I need after hearing your opinions (provided that you answer that is). I'm looking forward to discussing this matter, and sorry for this wall of text. I think that is just another clue of how lost I currently am regarding this matter.
Thanks in advance.




