i use photography to relax in general. what me and my friend do is walk around downtown and if we see something we think looks cool, or would make a shot, we take a pic. we dont take the same pics or w/e. we are their as company for eachother and a judge of our pictures taken i guess. My pictures range from flowers to homeless people to tall buildings. The problem is, i am not happy with my technique i guess. I wish i could see the world in a different perspective and learn some composition. Sometimes i feel i am just using an expensive point and shoot (no i dont shoot in auto mode
). I know i wont give up, i am just frustrated after seeing some peoples' pictures and see how beautiful they are, while mine end up dull and boring, uninteresting and common. I dont want to be common, i want to be able to take it to the next level. I want to beable to enjoy photography and taking pictures, and then enjoy what i bring home, and see on my computer. I know post processing is part of the pictures, and no that isnt what is wrong with my pictures. I just feel my pictures are empty and meaningless and stupid and unworthy of being called a picture. 
btw, columbus sucks :P. I believe we have covered all there is to cover in this city. It is too big to get "small town" looking shots and too small to get "city shots". It just isnt forgiving when it comes to photography. We have tried going to the river, to german village, to high street, basically everywhere in columbus that looks interesting. I had to travel to chicago to get the shots i wanted, citywise.
maybe i need to read a book or something about composition, but i still dont know if that will completely solve my problems.