but that doesnt change that I treat this as a hobby, and since i am leaving Okinawa in 10.5 months, i feel that i cannot "pollute" this client base with low prices for my future.
Uh. Then you didn't get my point. Aren't you doing just that: by treating it as a hobby even though you're working and acting as a professional, you're "polluting" the base for future photogs.
let me ask you this... How much does a pastor/priest/preacher make? better yet, does he really care? His work is a labor of love, just like mine.
Does he really care? You better believe he cares. My cousin has 4 boys to feed - of course he cares how much he makes and in fact just moved to another church that offered him more money and more famliy bennies so that his kids could have a better life. My other cousin's husband is pondering accepting a job 3 states away, which would mean leaving a long time congregational family, but the income is too good to resist when he knows his 15 year old daughter is looking at an out of state college.
I dunno how many pastors or priests you know personally, but if you think that they don't care about how much they make to support their families, you must not know many.
karen