For starters, I’ve talked to many people since the start of this thread; they too have swayed my opinion.
I guess that would be my "latest excuse"
All I meant by the "local paper" statement was that they do not accept images of the other team, I’ve asked them about this. I wasn’t debating the fact that I sent 10 images. This isn’t the first time I’ve heard this advice, what I’m debating is the content of the images. We won the game because we ran the ball 75% of the game. That’s what the story was, that’s the story I captured, that’s the story I sent to them. They chose not to use it...that’s fine
If it is then that is fine by me. When i "got the job" i told them i'm not always available. I made a commitment to the players, parents and coaches and I think it would hurt me more in the long run to break that promise then to go to the other game.
Again, after talking with some other friends this is the conclusion i've reached.
If they aren’t going to call me again because I can’t make one game then that is their loss and less mine. Yes I’d love to work for a paper as a photographer, there is no doubt about it. But on my list of important things to have in my life...this is actually far on the bottom.
I've gained a lot from this thread CDS, and to me that is all that matters. I'm sorry if you can’t gain as much from it as me, but then...it is my question right?
I've learned that it isn’t smart to send too many photos
I've learned that even if there is only one story diversity is good
I've learned not to get my hopes up about edging out a long time photographer from their long time position
And the biggest thing I’ve learned is that sometimes you have to sacrifice in order to maintain pride.
I take pride in the fact that these guys can rely on me. I take pride in the fact that they are thankful i spend my Friday nights there.
I was talking to the running back in question last night and i told him of my situation.
He asked, "So which game are you going to"
"Yours" I said.
To this he replied in a very surprised and upbeat voice "Oh really? Cool..."
I told him, and this is the truth, "If you guys win, i want to be there. If you guys lose, i want to be there".
As I’ve said on this website before many of these kids were my teammates last year. If you've never played football then maybe I can’t ever explain the bonds that form. I've been to every game this season; I went to many of the practices. I care very much what happens to these guys and in the end I concluded that it would be nothing but selfish to go take photos of another game simply to get a bi-line and some cash.
Again, I’m sorry if you can’t see what I get out of these threads, but I do and that’s all that matters in my opinion.


