First, I pay a mortgage, not rent.
Second, if I did not speak some truth, you would not be so defensive. You have to think what nervous I struck, and why it angers you.
By threatening to lock me out of the forum just tells me that again, I have struck a nerve with you, and your way of dealing with it is to block it out. Is the truth that hard to deal with?
Next, this is also a second career for me. The first being a Circus performer. Like photography you do things like that for the art, not for money.
The point I am trying to make is simple. In order to be successful in anything, you have to have feeling for what you do. Once you start doing things just for the money, then you loose site of the real reason you even started. I make a living at photography because I love what I do. Because I love what I do, it pushes me to learn more. Try more, and to be better. I am getting to a point where I can price my work with in reason because people want my work. They want it because of my creativity. Not because of price. Now this can only happen because it goes right back to, I love what I do. Because I love what I do, I constantly strive to be better. My goal right now is when I am 6 feet under, to of been considered a master photographer. Not some guy with a camera that made lots of money.
Your posts only indicates that you are driven by financial issues. Yes we all must make a living. But if you are to make a living with something that you love or enjoy, you first must make sacrifices to get there. I have paid my dues.